SINGER: Forgotten Tomb

SONG:Disheartenment

Lying in a dark corner
the black candle light is dying out
trying to refuse this suffering
as coldness burns my pale naked flesh
I faced my fears a thousand times
endless doubts - life of paranoia
i try to find a way out
from this state of suicidal urge
I watch with empty eyes the blade
as tears begin to fall down my face
another night alone with myself
at one with melancholy and depression
I bleed because the dark is near
i cry as i realize you can�t be here
i need to caress your skin in the night
but now my only friend remains this knife
Why must i live with these fears?
i know my only tragedy is my mind
sometimes i think i�m wasting all the joys
and with this bitter thought i fear to die
I feel so jaded now, so far away
i can�t face next morning with this pain
another cut lacerates my flesh
sometimes i think it will be the last
I�m only trying to objectivate this hate
i prove towards myself and life itself
i only need to watch these fifty wounds
i opened upon my body in the night
I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
and cry for joy when you�ll be here again
i�ll watch you sleeping naked at my side
i�ll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow
Everyone can kill himself one day
life brings pain and suffering on our way
cut your wrists, it�s simpler than it seems
but in death you�ll know...
disheartenment wins